So, I've been AWOL for a while but the end of last year was crazy! I moved 4 times in 6 months. I'll be at this place for 8 months at least. Numerologically, last year was a 5 and it definitely was every bit of 5. This year is a 6, which is stability and domesticity, as opposed to the instability, unpredictability, and adventure of 5. I still have Uranus coming to conjunct my Moon in March and the end of the year, however, these will hopefully deal with other aspects of the Moon than where I live.
I have some exciting job prospects and am looking forward to stable employment after a year of anything but. The next major astrological event should be this weekend, the Grand Cross Full Moon in Cancer. I'll do a separate write-up for that soon, need more research! January is supposed to be a light month for my personal transits, which is somewhat refreshing. I have a big job interview next Wednesday and the moon will be in Leo, my 10th house, which is great!
I am currently talking to 7 women, although many of them I am scheduled to meet with next week. There are really only 4 I am excited about, 2 are mutable and 2 are fixed. Of course, I am unsure about the mutables (Pisces and Sage) and sold on the fixed (Leo and Scorpio). By the way, the Leo and Scorpio happen to both have sun signs with hard aspects to my sun/moon midpoint within a degree. My Sagittarian greed has lead to this. My worst fear is getting to know these 2 women and having genuine feelings for both of them. My heart is already tearing in two...but it is just the beginning.
I moved to Boston for many reasons, one was definitely the dating pool. With that, I learned dates would happen more often but I expected a lot of first dates and maybe one or 2 prospects. Imagine my surprise when I discovered that my real limits would be time and money, not quality matches. Considering the pace, things will "resolve" by early April, when Uranus will cross my DC and there's a lunar eclipse in Aries. That's going to be powerful!
April is also a 1 month (new beginning) and...Aries will also be strong, double whammy. In addition to the eclipse, Jupiter goes direct, Uranus trines Uranus (individuality), and Pluto goes retrograde. It will be an energetic month, where I will likely deal with my freedom/individuality vs. compromise in relationships.
I am also dealing with Saturn return, which began Christmas Eve. I feel like I've already written on it plenty and don't worry, more is definitely coming. I just remember feeling a bit lonely around the end of last year, because I wanted to grow and felt a lot of the friends I had were on a different path. Is this my real test? 2 of the fixed women are party animals, while the 2 mutables are more spiritual. I don't think there's a wrong or right here, but a decision has to be made. I know how valuable my time is and don't want to regress in any way. Character has become very big for me. It is my compass in the wilderness of life.
I am learning so much about myself! For one, my sexuality has expanded and deepened. I'm accepting and more proud of my kinks. That liberation is incredible! I am also becoming stranger. Lie. I am becoming more accepting of how strange I have always felt. Give me Ziggy Stardust, Prince, Lady Gaga, Michael Jackson, George Clinton, OutKast, etc. Am I an astrology 'weirdo'? Absolutely! So the loneliness may really stem from the fact that I'm just starting to really find myself and now can attract kindred spirits.
2015 definitely feels like a year of stability. I want to live in Boston, I made the decision to come here for the first time in my life. I never quite felt rooted in western Mass, I felt more stuck. Once I left I missed it (and the people there) like crazy but you can only miss what's not there. I realized how much growing there has impacted who I am and am excited to grow in Boston for years to come.
Happy New Year!! I'm looking forward to becoming a better astrologer, wiser human being, and deeper lover!!
